I’m really trying to maintain a positive outlook on life but I can’t help but wonder why do I even exist -_______________-. I guess I am just overreacting and letting this hurdle ruin my complete mood. I tend to do that with every little thing. It was so difficult to get up this morning. I kept forcing myself back to sleep and right now I can’t seem to get myself to do anything productive because I want to just go back to sleep and not think and be trapped in the mind that tortures me all the time. I must snap out of it :(